Saturday, August 01, 2015

Devotional Thought : Isaiah 9:6

For to us a child is born, to us a son is given, and the government will be on his shoulders. And he will be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace. Isaiah 9:6

The people living in Jerusalem were living under the threat of an Assyrian's attack. They needed to learn to trust God rather than rely on other nations to repel the attack. Yet God's response was not to become a bigger bully than the Assyrians but to promise a child, Jesus.

Furthermore it wasn't a temporary solution but one with implications for the future of Israel and the whole world. We look for quick solutions to immediate problems but God looks beyond symptoms to solutions which will change people's hearts and teach them to trust him.

Moreover God is so powerful he only has to send a child—a child will solve the world's problems not the strength and power of a military leader. This is one of the many paradoxes of the Christian life. We gain through means which are the opposite to what we expect.

Many historical leaders became dictators by trying to be god-like, ruling with power and ruthlessness. Yet to truly become God-like means to be humble. Jesus "is gentle and humble in heart" (Matthew 11:29). He "did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many" (Mark 10:45) and Jesus is the "exact representation" of God's being (Hebrews 1:3).

This has repercussions for us today. We don't have to strive to win through our cleverness, our strength or power, rather we trust in God and in his ability to find solutions in the unexpected power of humility.

A humble attitude towards God and others opens the way for surprising solutions.

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Thursday, July 30, 2015

Book Reflection : Still

A number of thoughts have stayed with me since reading Still by Lauren Winner. My book review is here.

One is, I wonder if her mid-faith crisis would have happened anyway. Lauren alludes to this as she writes about other people's experience of doubt without a triggering experience. In Lauren's case, it appears her faith was built on shaky foundations. She seems dependant on others, either through attending church services with its many rituals that provided her with a sense of security or through her many friends who provided her with emotional support.

Second is her acknowledgement that although she prayed a lot she admits to rarely reading the Bible which surprised me greatly as she loves books, is well educated and widely read. Also in her previous memoir, Girl Meets God, she mentions reading the Bible. So why not now? It seems she expected to have a vibrant faith without this, but I'm not sure how you can have one without the other.

Third is her grief (or lack of it) over losing her mother to cancer. She comments that she doesn't miss her even though she moved nearer her mother following her diagnosis. It seems unlikely that you wouldn't miss someone who has been part of your life for over 25 years. It's for this reason I question whether the death of her mother had more impact on her marriage than she realized.

Fourth is her description of anxiety. It is a very honest and detailed account of her experience of panic attacks and debilitating anxiety. Yet it is also about how she worked towards overcoming it, or at least, not allowing it to control her behaviour. This was one of the most helpful depictions of anxiety that I have come across.

Fifth is Lauren gives little insight into why her marriage failed. I understand her need of privacy for both herself and her husband. However I am curious. She makes the comment that she was unhappy for a very long time but it is completely unclear about what caused her unhappiness. She paints herself as the villain – needy, ungrateful, demanding and husband as the saint – caring, spiritually mature and faithful. Is this an accurate portrayal? I also wonder if the failure of her marriage is not connected with the unhealthy relationships she had with some of her boyfriends which she describes in her earlier book. She appears to have dealt with this through confession and repentance but I suspect there may have been underlying issues she didn't deal with.

The book provides many thought provoking moments.

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Tuesday, July 28, 2015


It's interesting the assumptions we make and one of the most common is to assume other people spend their time the way we do. As if the way we spend our time is the best, most logical and beneficial use of time.

As the pastor of a small church in a rural environment, my husband was visiting one of the church families and found the wife had been making lemon butter all morning. She offered him a cup of tea and some freshly made lemon butter on bread. My husband enjoyed this very much and commented how much he liked lemon butter. She asked if he would like some. My husband's eyes gazed at the dining table covered in bottles of lemon butter and said, "Yes, please". The hostess went to the kitchen and returned with a bag of lemons, "Your wife will be able to make you some with these."

My husband suppressed a laugh, he knew he wouldn't be any getting lemon butter.

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Saturday, July 25, 2015

Devotional Thought : Isaiah 8:13

The Lord Almighty is the one you are to regard as holy, he is the one you are to fear, he is the one you are to dread. Isaiah 8:13

The only person or object worthy of fear is the Lord Almighty.

In Psalm 111:10 we read, "The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom." When we first become aware of the reality of God, we may change our behaviour out of fear. Fear of consequences, fear of judgment and fear may be the deterrent when faced with temptation. However this is the beginning of wisdom. As we grow in our Christian lives we become more Christ-like and therefore more loving. We are less motivated by fear and more motivated by love. We want to live a life pleasing to God more out of love and gratitude than fear.

Also as we grow spiritually we have a greater understanding that Jesus has paid the price for our sin so that the wrath of God is no longer an issue for us. Romans 5:9 explains, "Since we have now been justified by his blood, how much more shall we be saved from God’s wrath through him!"

In the above verse we read that God is the only one we are to regard as holy, he is the only one worthy of being feared. If we fear something or someone we are giving them more power in our lives than God, hence they have become an idol to us.

When we are tempted to fear, rather than allowing it to paralyse us, we can overcome by focusing on how much God loves us. 1 John 4:18 tells us that, "perfect love drives out fear."

When we are convinced of God's perfect love we realize that there is no need to fear.

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Thursday, July 23, 2015

Book Review : Still

Lauren Winner's first book, Girl Meets God is the story of her conversion to Christian faith from a Jewish background. This book, Still, is "notes on a mid-faith crisis" and is a collection of thoughts, stories, poems and quotes from a period of time when Lauren's faith wavered. The crisis was brought on by the death of her mother and the failure of her five year marriage. She had married three weeks after her mother died and I wonder if grief had more of an impact on her marriage than she acknowledges.

Lauren makes the comment that mostly during this crisis of faith she went to church by habit which is possibly the thing that kept her from losing her faith altogether. The book resolves towards the end with Lauren coming to a deeper place of faith but also realizing that she is on a spiritual journey which may have further highs and lows.

Although some parts of the book puzzled me, I also found it genuinely interesting as it's such an honest and often blunt account of her emotional upheaval during a difficult period of her life. I found much in the book I could relate to and I'm sure others going through a similar crisis of faith will find it helpful.

An insightful read.

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Tuesday, July 21, 2015

Let the children come to me

Jesus said, "Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these" (Matthew 19:14).

I had cause recently to consider whether our church services actually hinder children coming to Jesus. If our services are outdated, irrelevant and without enthusiasm – what are our children to think but that God is outdated, irrelevant and boring.

Are our customs mere rituals which have become stale and repetitive? Are our prayers heart felt or apathetic? Are our Scripture teachings relevant to the congregation? Are we really teaching our children or creating obstacles which hinder them from meeting Jesus?

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Saturday, July 18, 2015

Devotional Thought : Isaiah 5:4

What more could have been done for my vineyard than I have done for it? When I looked for good grapes, why did it yield only bad? Isaiah 5:4

There seems to be so much pain in the question, "What more could have been done…?" The implication is if more could have been done God would have done it.

This becomes even more apparent from a New Testament perspective when we consider the cross. God sent his own Son to die on our behalf. "What more could he have done?"

God has done so much to redeem his people, shown so much love, shown so much mercy but God's people often act like he hasn't done enough. We are always wanting God to do more to make our lives easier. We expect God to eliminate minor irritations from our lives as well as stop major tragedies. As if God should answer to us. As if God should wait on us.

Yet God restricts himself to not overriding people's free will. He lets us experience the consequences of our poor choices. Furthermore God has promised favour and blessing but often we lack the faith, the determination and the persistence to pursue God and receive all he intends for us.

We lack the tenacity of Jacob who said, "I will not let you go unless you bless me" (Genesis 32:26).

Jesus taught us to pray, "Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven (Matthew 6:10). God wants us to pray earth will be more like heaven. There is no injustice, or heartache or pain in heaven and God wants us to be channels of blessing that will make earth more like heaven.

God has done all he can do, now he awaits our commitment and participation.

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